I wish to be alone.

(Photos)! :D

Im sick and tired of life now, -'-

Im quitting on smoking, it's bad for health and now i understand. Hehe :D

Monday;

Went school reluctantly today and lesson went on as usual. After recess it's time for mock exam, E-maths, question are not really bad but i think i wont be doing it great cause my maths had drop alot already :'( Joyce, you got to really buck up now not always enjoying life. After maths went for a short break , of cause went for something else making me feels good. Head back to school again as having English mock exam, way back to school thinking that paper will be difficult or easy because it's set by Mslee. As the first common test also set by her and whole class failed. Screen through the paper and to my astonish the paper was easy ! :)

Boyf came to fetch me and I was complaining to him that im hungry so lunch at 496. Eating half way, saw ahlong so he came over and chit chat with us. Awhile Samuel, Cheekeong and Yingjie were here too. After awhile, went off with Boyf to smoke and hsh. :D

TCL, I have my own ciggarettes okay and just now you are the one who offer me your ciggarettes yet you claim I so rich still want his ciggaretts. Fuckyou okay ! >:( Next time I will not take any ciggarettes from you and don't take it from me too ! :D

Tuesday;

Morning went to wait for bus with my grandma and we both waited till very fustrated. Waited for cab but no cab seems to be found, it seems like im so unlucky... Finally 241 came so bused to Jurong Point with grandma and grandma went over to mum's shop while I went to take 187 to school. I thought that i'll be late because after going in to school i need some nicotine to makes me feel awake :) But ended up the outcome is I wont be late at all.

Nevermind I want to go school late too cause quite tired so agree to accompany Potato to have macdonals. Im such a good friend of yours right, Potato Lim ! :D After his breakfast, we both headed to school and the security guard ask us we take Mrt right? Because Mrt was delay due to there's people jumping into the Mrt tracks again! So we lied to him and replied ' Yalor yalor, the Mrt ah so slow leh. Aiyo make us late...' I know it's so fake of us, hahaha! Gosh, why does people want to jump into the Mrt tracks man? Im afraid of taking Mrt already because so many ppl died on the tracks, bodies got crush by the trains and it's dusgusting to imagine that. Im wondering that what if saw their spirit or whatever :X Yeah, im thinking too much. Laughs, went in general office to get our late pass and Junfeng was in there too. He questioned both of us and a very random question came out from his mouth ! 'Jiaen, you smoke isit?' Both of us was like giving faked smile and Jiaen said he smoke at home. Will you belive? Because the smell is so strong okay but his good, he didnt do what to us and told us to surrender our ez-link cards to our form teacher. I was like 'HUH, SURRENDER'? :D He said until like we're criminals! ._____.

Walked to canteen saw Weijie's class and his friends class was having spot check at the parade ground so we dont dare to go to the parade ground :) Looking for my class but it seems like their no where to be found at all, classroom was completely dark and not a single soul there so decided to text Zien. He said class at physic's lab, so walked over physic lab and Potato accompany me to class :) Thanks alot!

I recieve your msg whereby you told me sorry but dont ever tell me sorry okay :) I know you now drift away from us because of someone but it's okay la as long as you're happy of it can already :D Hope you can have her by your side.

Today's having Physic and Chemistry mock exam. When I did the papers I felt so regret, the papers were so easy but it's just that i didnt intend to student at all yesterday. :'( Social study still okay and after all exams got back our ezlink card! :) Hehe, alot of them kp at their photo still the same so nerd and ugly. Especially Zien, am I right :D ? Mine is still the same , it's me me me ! Not like them primary school picture :X

After exam went over Boyf's house. Call him up at the bus to buy food for me, he's reluctant to buy it at all and I persuade him till half dead then he went buy for him. He even claim that i act cute because while walking to his house will definately walk pass Jurong Point I dont want to buy it myself but ask him to buy :) Meet up with him after he bought food walked to his house together, filled my stomach and rest awhile before going home. After boyf finish showering, time to go home but i cannot find my ezlink card at all and boyf ransack his house to look for my ezlink card. It was like so suey ok today just make new ez card and yet i lost it .____. Hsh !

Wednesday;

I left my house early today so had some nicotine while waiting for bus and suddenly I remember I got no coins at all. Decided to wait for cab and no cab seems to be found. 99 came again, i check my purse to see if i have a $2 note and lucky to found a $2 note so gave the bus uncle $2 for a ride ! *Heartaches* Yeah, im rich $2 note doesnt seems a single cents to me for those who might think it like that example Tcl but I saving up money for other things better and you'll know why i say heartaches...

It's because... I text Yizhui and told him my ezlink card was lost. He told me that he remember seeing my ezlink card yesterday, he said he even saw I put it in my bag's small pocket so I search and I found it! .____. Im too dumb and im having short term memory now already :'( THANKS to Yizhui ! :D Should have told him earlier so that I dont have to gave the driver $2 note man...

I got back my phyisc test and luckily that I didnt flunk even I didnt study :) I make so many careless mistake :'( If I study, there wont be such mistaken and i could get even better marks. Just too lazy to study so no point of regretting now !

LAUGHS MAN ! I know my post for today is super long, the longest post okay ! :D I posted it so long is due too my boredness because whole day im doing nothing at all so decided to post so long today and readers dont fall asleep. With love ! :) Shit, I forget about my composition file need to be handed up tomorrow and I have not done my filing at all but who cares right ? :X

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