I need sleeping pills.

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29th,

It's the 2nd day I never sleep already! Gosh, wtf man! Sleeping pills anyone???

Prepared and went over mum's shop for my asian hair colour :> Byebye ang mo! Welcome asian. Gosh, my hair is too black and I'm not used to it. I felt so funny, hehe. Asian hair colour cost me a bomb, $102 :( After my hair is done, proceed to mum's stall and got cheated by mum! Gotta help her work while she go do something, wtf man and I'm fuckingly tiring already. Endure all the way till dad fetch me home, the moment I reach home I couldnt sleep.

Around 10.30pm, I was using the computer and listening to music. I heard the door bells, strange why no one open the door or look what's going on outside. So I went to see whose the one who keep pressing the door bells, it's a teenage guy around 19-20+ years old wearing all black and wearing a black spects. I open the door and went out to him. He pass me a envelop with a card inside, he walk off so I walk in too but he call me back and asked if Mrs Neo in so I replied yes. When I wanted to ask why he walk off, just tell me pass the thing to Mrs Neo and he was on the phone telling the person Mrs Neo in. Starting I thought it's mum's friend or what but I'm still feeling weird so I open up the envelop say a Chinese New Year greeting card. I open up the card, inside says" Mrs Neo, call me tonight LAST WARNING. Chinese new year is coming, the number lefted there. Isit these words strange? And the hand writting is super ugly, like never study/write anything before. I quickly rush up to mum's room and gave it to her. She was shocked too, she dial the number given and ask...

Mum: Who find me? The person: Who you? Mum: I'm Meiling. The person: Huh? Mum: You gave a card telling me last warning? The person: Okay I know already. Your working owes the money when're you going to pay up? When're you going to help your worker pay? Mum: I tell you alot of times already, I dont have any worker owes you money at all. Loanshark: Yes you have, you dont want pay isit? New yr is coming, I play with you if you dont want to pay up for your worker. Mum: Not I owe you money why must I pay? You want play isit, come we play together. Hanged~

Mummy called lawyer, the lawyer called the person too. Lawyer said loan shark is really too lao lan already, then lawyer call him meet up we pay him money but the loan shark no balls at all. He doesnt want and lawyer say him directly you want be loan shark then dont dare come out to meet up? You calling yourself a guy? You dont have lanjiao at all, you should be girl already. Then mummy called her friend whose working as a police then he told us what to do.

So reported the police, waiting for investingation.

Omg, I'm worried and afraid of the loan sharks man! Tons of thoughts coming up my minds. I wonder will be spray paint at my house. Will he do anything to my house. Will he break in to my house. Will be attack my granny/maid /me. Will he kidnap me. Will he killed me. Will he rape me. Will he set fire. Maybe I'm thinking too far but I hope nothing will happen seriously. Let's pray hard.

Friends came over for mahjong, haiiii! :(

LimJieMin, please dont fall so easily. You're always hard and strong but why now you become like this? I dont want/like the way you're now. Please stand up again, everyone do fall too but they stand up. :'( You're hurts and me too.